You start thinking why is it just now that your friend, whom you were about to see, is not well and cannot meet you, or why you do not have a tour manager that would always be 'at hand'...
Perhaps this is just about time to enjoy those blessed moments when you do not need to do anything, just walk around, admire the city... unless you decide to update your blog :)
If it does sound negative then that is not the intention of the author of these words. In fact, performing solo recitals is the best experience this profession can provide and for those few moments it is worth working hard, and surviving all stress. Even more so if the instruments are original 1620 Italian, and 1755 English harpsichords. This is like a time capsule to the past.. Russell Collection has tens of various original instruments and it is a unique, world-famous place, with allegedly the oldest concert in hall in Edinburgh - a magical, wonderful spot hidden amongst the noise of the big city...
(Edinburgh, 16 August 2008, after the recital in St Cecilia's Hall. A photo from the ruins of the Abbey of the Palace of Holyroodhouse)